He was my life... I loved him dearly… I have no idea when I started liking him… I knew him since my childhood… frankly speaking; I did not like him AT ALL when I was a kid… But then as time passed by, technological development took place, the era of internet began, and we started chatting online… (haha m not at all a TECHNO SAVY! :P) my attitude towards him changed completely! I realized that I was wrong! The feeling of magic bloomed in my heart… I had started thinking that he is mine... I used to sit in front of my PC for hours waiting for him to come online or waiting for his “one composed mail”… And as soon as i used to see his "hi" on my messenger window, i could feel butterflies in my stomach... :P
I used to (i still do :P) love the way he smiles and laughs,
The way he used to do his hair,
his dimples,
the way he played “HIS" Game
the way he says “dinky”
the respect that he has for elders, the way he behaves with kids and everything that he does, made me go flat! ;)
i loved each and every thing about him! I loved his presence! I couldn’t speak sense whenever he was around... heehe
I loved him dearly, he was my life…
There was a phase when I couldn’t think my life without him… But now everything is changed! I have realized that he can never be mine! It hurts! Especially when I think how my life would have been, if he would feel the way I did for him...
But I gotta move on! I have been successful in doing that up to a certain extent! It’s just that sometimes I miss him… SOMETIMES!
